:(

[devilgrrl]

I miss Gramma. This was her favourite holiday and it hurt like a bleeding wound all day. I started crying when my cranberries gelled-- something she always wanted them to do and when I made her favourite pie.

It's been a year... why does it hurt so much still? Will it always hurt like this?

Comments

[easter.livejournal.com]

A year isn't so long when you've loved them for a lifetime.

Peace to you, Samantha.

[call-me-ps.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I think there will always be times that you'll feel it more acutely than others.

[wickedshadow.livejournal.com]

You can never put a time limit of missing a loved one that past away. I found myself wanting to tell my mom something just the other day and she's been gone for over ten years. It still brought a smile to my face thinking about what she might have said if she were still about.

[sarakenobi.livejournal.com]

it won't always hurt, but right now it will hurt, and for the next few holidays <3

[ragdollgirl.livejournal.com]

i am so sorry for your loss....and to answer your question.....the hurt dulls as the years go by.....

i assure you...my grandmother has been dead for over 20 years and i can now tolerate february.....the month she died.


beth

[joyfulchaos.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I think the pain gets better and I'll feel really peaceful, then on holidays or my dad's birthday, or a random memory will pop up out of nowhere and I'll feel it really intensely. It's been a little over two years, which is still soon, so I don't know if it will always hurt. But, I can empathize. <3