:(

[devilgrrl]

I miss Gramma. This was her favourite holiday and it hurt like a bleeding wound all day. I started crying when my cranberries gelled-- something she always wanted them to do and when I made her favourite pie.

It's been a year... why does it hurt so much still? Will it always hurt like this?

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[devilgrrl.livejournal.com]

I'm starting to realize that loss is loss, whether it's a parent or a grandparent or a friend. It's all a matter of how close you were to the person. When my father's parents passed away, it hardly phased me.

The holidays are tough for a lot of people, it seems.