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I miss Gramma. This was her favourite holiday and it hurt like a bleeding wound all day. I started crying when my cranberries gelled-- something she always wanted them to do and when I made her favourite pie.

It's been a year... why does it hurt so much still? Will it always hurt like this?

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I'm hoping to get to that point where thinking about something she did will make me smile. I'm still trying to phone her now and then and it's nothing but pain.