:(

[devilgrrl]

I miss Gramma. This was her favourite holiday and it hurt like a bleeding wound all day. I started crying when my cranberries gelled-- something she always wanted them to do and when I made her favourite pie.

It's been a year... why does it hurt so much still? Will it always hurt like this?

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[joyfulchaos.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I think the pain gets better and I'll feel really peaceful, then on holidays or my dad's birthday, or a random memory will pop up out of nowhere and I'll feel it really intensely. It's been a little over two years, which is still soon, so I don't know if it will always hurt. But, I can empathize. <3

[devilgrrl.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry about your dad.

It's those little random memories that just kill. I wince when I hear my voice on the answerphone, making her favourite pie was tough, or when I saw a pin I wanted to get her for Christmas.

Blah. Holidays. <3