Evil Pap Smear
Aug. 19th, 2003 07:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
devilgrrlDoctor's appointment went all right today. I didn't totally lose it until the bitch of a lab tech yelled at me for having committed the huge sin of having peed before the appointment and not being able to go on command for her. I'm sorry, I was so nervous that I didn't have enough spit in my mouth to have licked a postage stamp, let alone enough excess waste water to get an adequate urine sample. She was yelled at me and, of course, I, already being a basketcase because of the appointment, promptly burst into tears in the hallway.
My blood pressure was just slightly below normal, which was a miracle considering how stressed I was getting and I had just given myself a bloody nose. My heartrate, on the other hand was within normal parameters, but completely irratic. Yay for having a heart condition.
I had thai food for lunch after I came home and showered off. Having physicals makes me feel like I need to shower right away.
That was seriously the best part of the day. I was stressed and seriously cranky for the rest of the day. Maria gave me a perscription for ativan because she was concerned that the anxiety attacks were stressing my heart in a not so good way.
The computer has been a fucking cunt today. So far, my buddy list has been out all day, I've had trouble signing on, and right now, I'm locked out of my mail. Oh, and nothing is fucking loading. I'm bitter. I seriously could be doing things faster with a fucking dial-up. I'm not booting up tomorrow. Maybe sitting off for a few hours will make this thing a little less tempermental.
All right, I am now officially going to bed. The stupid thing is saying that Yahoo doesn't even exist.
My blood pressure was just slightly below normal, which was a miracle considering how stressed I was getting and I had just given myself a bloody nose. My heartrate, on the other hand was within normal parameters, but completely irratic. Yay for having a heart condition.
I had thai food for lunch after I came home and showered off. Having physicals makes me feel like I need to shower right away.
That was seriously the best part of the day. I was stressed and seriously cranky for the rest of the day. Maria gave me a perscription for ativan because she was concerned that the anxiety attacks were stressing my heart in a not so good way.
The computer has been a fucking cunt today. So far, my buddy list has been out all day, I've had trouble signing on, and right now, I'm locked out of my mail. Oh, and nothing is fucking loading. I'm bitter. I seriously could be doing things faster with a fucking dial-up. I'm not booting up tomorrow. Maybe sitting off for a few hours will make this thing a little less tempermental.
All right, I am now officially going to bed. The stupid thing is saying that Yahoo doesn't even exist.