Won't be on on/coherent for a bit.

[devilgrrl]

My grandmother passed away this morning at 8:30. I am not handling it especially well, so I'm not sure how much I'll be on (probably a lot) or responding to people (probably very little). We're heading down to RI right now to be with family.

Comments

[mom-o-cass.livejournal.com]

Oh my goodness. Samantha, I am very sorry to hear about her passing. I have heard so many lovely things about her and your grandfather over the years and I know she means so much to you. I remember how important it was to you for your wedding to be on thier anniversary. my thoughts and prayers are with your family, especially your grandfather who must be missing her terribly. If there is ANYTHING I can do to bring you comfort or help out in any way, please let me know.

Xo
Jenne

[devilgrrl.livejournal.com]

I really thank you for your offers. I don't even know what I need to do or what I can do. I feel so incredibly lost. Jenne, I have no idea how I'm going to get through this. I feel so lost.

[mom-o-cass.livejournal.com]

i definitley understand feeling that lost. it's like you can't even get up and brush your teeth..or something like that. My grandmother passed away the day i graduated high school and while it was 20 years ago, i still feel sadness from that. people will say the sadness fades. but i still have that in me.

the best thing was having good people in my life to help me through. you've got that, for sure. from your husband and sister and all the lovely friends i met at your wedding that love you very much..not to mention me. :)

there's not much one can do at this time. mourn, cry, talk and rem,ember her beauty in life. take care of your grandfather. and take care of yourself. honor her by living your life to the fullest..that;s the things i would do.

you know how to find me. if i can bring Cass by some day to help lift your spirits or hug you, we will do so. we could meet for lunch and you can talk or cry, or do nothing. it's ok to feel lost. you will find your way again but until you do, we'll be here to help guide you.

Love from me.

[devilgrrl.livejournal.com]

I definitely might take you up on that. Miss Cass could brighten anyone's day. I'll have to let you know when I'm feeling a little able to leave the house. Right now, I'm having a hard time even wanting to eat.

Thank you so, so much. You have no idea how much it means to me to have a friend like you. <33