Doesn't make a lot of sense, does it?

I don't know who you will call, to be honest, or rely upon, or even think of... but it will be someone. I only know this because you are strong and so many people love you, that whether one person fills that void (not in the sense of "replacing" but rather "taking over that mantle") or whether it takes ten people to do it, you will still get advice and unconditional love from the people around you.

I know you will keep going. Look back at your journal, at your life. You are here now, amazingly. And you will continue.