Ssssssssurvey

[devilgrrl]

Well, I'm 21 now. My birthday was a total bust. I got my picture retaken, which came out really well, Matt got me a Kylessa CD, Kalen got me some cute HK stuff, my mom got me a wallet and a penis keychain, Steve got me tickets to a jazz concert that I ended up missing because of work shit, and my father got me nothing because he forgot my birthday.

Still no word back on the bloodwork. I have a bunch more bruises and I'm starting to feel unwell more of the time than not. I should know something tomorrow, I guess. I think tomorrow I'm also going to a wake. Donna's auntie died and I think we're dropping by with condolence cards. Way to have a great beginning to the week.

Yea, I'm going to end this with Carleigh's survey.

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My name is: Samantha

Nicknames: Sam, Mantha, Sammy

Birthday: 18.07.81

I may seem: wierd, dumb, awkward

But I'm really: making a profile of you and figuring out what your weak spots are.

People who really know me think I'm: interesting

If you knew me you'd probably: wish you didn't.

Sometimes I feel: sick

My days are pretty: busy

In the morning I: shower, drive Matt to work.

I like to sleep: a lot

If I could be doing anything right now I would be: I plead the fifth

Money is: a pain in the ass to count

One thing I wish I could have is: millions of dollars

One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: health problems

All I need is: the air I breathe

If I had one wish it would be: not sure

Love is: paradoxical

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes

Are you in love? yes

If I could see one person right now it would be: Dawn

I live for: tomorrow

I am afraid of: spiders

It makes me angry when: things I have no power over

I daydream about: the future

Number of boys I have kissed in my life: too lazy to count

Number of boys you have made out with: see above

Number of boys you have dated: 4

Number of girls I have kissed: still too lazy to count

Number of girls you have made out with: see above

Number of girls you have dated: 3 or 4

Number of drugs taken illegally: most of them

Number of people I could trust with my life type friends: 2

Number of CDs that I own: under 50

Number of piercings: 7

Number of tattoos: 1

Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: half a dozen

Number of scars on my body: 300+ at last count

Number of times a person has made me scared of what they could do to me physically: not too many

Number of things in my past that I regret: No regrets- they made me what I am today

Last book you read: Sirena

Last movie you saw: Spiderman

Last movie you saw on the big screen: Spiderman

Last phone number you called: Steve's parents

Last show you watched on TV: Worst Case Survival

Last song you heard: can't remember

Last thing you had to drink: carbonated lemonade

Last thing you ate: Chinese food

Last time you showered: this morning

Last time you cried: my birthday

Last time you smiled: this afternoon

Last time you laughed: this afternoon

Last person you hugged: Matt

Last person you kissed: Matt

Last thing you said: "I'm fucking tired"

Last person you talked to online: n/a

Last person you talked to on the phone: Steve

Last thing you smelled: Chinese food