Demotivated
Jul. 9th, 2002 10:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
devilgrrlMust... Get... Motivated...
I woke up at 9am and I'm feeling very demotivated today. I need to get my act together, go to the bank, take the dress I bought to be altered, pick up some groceries, and be back here by 2:30 so I can hit the mall with my mom. Potentially, I should also call Steve, like I said I would, and find out how the hat madness is going. Last night, we received 108 5950s. I think my eyes are bleeding.
No word still on the bloodwork. I have to go to the hospital and have more blood taken tomorrow. This time, I'm actually doing the whole admitting thing. I am not looking forward to this. I was actually supposed to have this all behind me yesterday, but the doctor's office fucked up and neglected to tell me that I had to be admitted to the hospital.
All I want is an answer. I'm sick of getting led on and jerked around. I don't feel well, I want the reason. I want to know why I get wierd little haemorages, I want to know why I'm always tired, and I want to know how to make it go away.
And now I'm even less motivated. Ugh.
I woke up at 9am and I'm feeling very demotivated today. I need to get my act together, go to the bank, take the dress I bought to be altered, pick up some groceries, and be back here by 2:30 so I can hit the mall with my mom. Potentially, I should also call Steve, like I said I would, and find out how the hat madness is going. Last night, we received 108 5950s. I think my eyes are bleeding.
No word still on the bloodwork. I have to go to the hospital and have more blood taken tomorrow. This time, I'm actually doing the whole admitting thing. I am not looking forward to this. I was actually supposed to have this all behind me yesterday, but the doctor's office fucked up and neglected to tell me that I had to be admitted to the hospital.
All I want is an answer. I'm sick of getting led on and jerked around. I don't feel well, I want the reason. I want to know why I get wierd little haemorages, I want to know why I'm always tired, and I want to know how to make it go away.
And now I'm even less motivated. Ugh.