Bah

Can't breathe, can't breathe, can't breathe...

Or more accurately, I can't breathe when I lay down. I'm tired and I want to go to bed, but I know as soon as I get in there and lay down, I'll be wheezing and it will suck. A lot. I just took some Robitussin to augument the other cough syrup I have, so I might as well just settle in and watch the rest of the X Files episode that's on. Thank god they're on late at night. There's nothing else to watch and I always forget how much I like the X Files. <3 Gillian Anderson.

Mom's graduation is Friday. That's also my last days of antibiotics, so hopefully I'll be up to going. I'm calling Dawn tomorrow to see how she's doing. I didn't talk to her tonight, but I talked to her a bit yesterday and she sounded all right, considering everything. Mom asked me what Ma's name was today for a mass card and I realized I didn't know. I had called her Ma for so many years, I had forgotten. I'll have to check the Rutland Herald's site before I go to bed.

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School

I'm not returning to school this semester. I owe them $1600 and I can't register until I pay it off. Classes started today. I don't have the credit for credit based loans because of my ex. Even if I were to pay this off and go back, I'd owe another $1600 plus books for the semester. I sent an email to the head of advising, who might be able to help, but that's not likely, honestly.

I'm kind of depressed about the whole thing. We're going to have a talk about what we want to do and where we go from here when I feel a little better.