Fuck

That really should say "What Should Samantha Do?". I'm having a bit of a conundrum. Anyone who's talked to me recently knows that I have been having a lot of generally bad feelings about my upcoming surgery. Nothing specific, just a general "this is not a good idea right now" feeling. I had hoped that meeting with the anaethesiologist would allay a lot of these fears.

( Not in my universe, it doesn't. )

If you don't mind, can you guys take my poll? It's open to anyone, I just want to know what you all would do in my situation.

[Poll #448681][Poll #448681]