devilgrrl | The waiting is the hardest part

I am feeling so incredibly antsy. I just got off the phone with Steven, who is going to come a little later than expected, since he had a rough night and overslept a little. He still has to run his couple of errands before he's coming over to take me to have blood drawn. I don't want to have blood drawn. He's going to call me when he leaves his appointment so I can slather EMLA on and take an ativan so I'm not a total basketcase.

I'm strongly considering disappearing. No Samantha = no bloodwork, right?

I can't even find anything else to entertain me online. I read the news, I read Dear Abby, and I've checked my email. I so rarely get anything useful in my inbox.

I don't know why I have an email account on this page. No one really ever reads it, except for me, anyhow. I just checked the account and no one's emailed it. Surprise!

I'm going to Google my site and see if I have any new linkers or something, as well as try not to think about having blood drawn later.