That cat is eleventy kinds of stupid. I swear. I mean, I have had a dog eat my homework, but never a cat. The two of them are filthy beggars, too. I watched them hork down peas and feta tonight while I was eating dinner. I swear, I feed them normally.

I thought of that, back when we were fertilizing and seeding the lawn. I wish they were still flowering. It's tough, I keep finding notes she wrote me or things she'd saved with notes written on them. I need to clean out her drawers still, but I haven't been up to it.

It's amazing how much I miss her. It's such a raw painful thing. I actually started crying typing this comment.